10.16.2009
what?
every major milestone i've been working towards in for the past 2+ years has been obliterated. Pratt turned out to be a house of pain. New York, triply so. in my explorations, i've found a place that seems perfect, MIT, but the requirements for admission place it, at minimum, two years out. and i can't help but be concerned that MIT would consider me a subpar applicant, even with the college level Calculus, Physics, Chemistry, and Biology courses they require.
what have i been doing since i left Apple? i don't honestly know anymore. i thought i had established a path to something that would be an expression of me and result in true happiness. yet the goal of just studying architecture keeps getting further and further away, with less and less certainly of anything except more and more work to take each step. i'm not enrolled anywhere. there are no prospects to be enrolled anywhere. back in San Francisco, with no clear or even sketchy vector.
i guess i should just keep searching. is there anything to be found, in me or for me in the world?
what have i been doing since i left Apple? i don't honestly know anymore. i thought i had established a path to something that would be an expression of me and result in true happiness. yet the goal of just studying architecture keeps getting further and further away, with less and less certainly of anything except more and more work to take each step. i'm not enrolled anywhere. there are no prospects to be enrolled anywhere. back in San Francisco, with no clear or even sketchy vector.
i guess i should just keep searching. is there anything to be found, in me or for me in the world?
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